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doesn't matter
02:50
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it doesn't have to be this way
nothing matters anyway
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lonely but lovely
04:35
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i know a story about your life
you are sad and boring and you have no friends
you try your best to look like them
but in the end your clowning doesn't stands out anyway
i know a story about your life
you are sad and boring and you have no friends
you try your best to look just nice and cute and comfy and soft
but in the end something just doesn't turn out very well
he will find you by himself
its because you're lonely
but lovely
but lonely
he will find you by himself
its because you're lonely
but lovely
but lonely
i heard a secret about your mind
you are a very dirty pervert, surfing in the web
because of that, you are alone
a small and funny weirdo looking virgin introvert (virgin introvert)
he will find you by himself
its because you're lonely
but lovely
but lonely
he will find you by himself
its because you're lonely
but lovely
but lonely
i know a story about your life
you are sad and boring and you have no friends
you try your best to look just nice and cute and comfy and soft
but in the end something just doesn't turn out very well
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3. |
princess mechanics pt. 1
04:44
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4. |
princess mechanics pt. 2
03:51
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5. |
serotonin bath
04:08
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hi, and welcome to my silly brain house
this is where i keep my thoughts and plans i won't achieve
but i wont be able to keep this all inside so
i just have a thing to tell you: i need help
please bathe me in serotonin
that way i can see and feel the colors of this burning world
i would rather live in a delusion
pretty place where only i get to fully express myself
don't bother trying to express yourself outside your house, 'cuz
no one needs the pessimistic guy inside a social group
i just think that i deserve affection (i don't have that)
i would love to find the right support group and new friends
or maybe what i said is something i completely don't deserve
i mean, look at me! i have like one friend in real life
and a few online buds i love more than myself!
god f[BEP]cking damnit why must i be so different from everyone else?!
(so please, hug me, never leave me)
i hate this, i hate myself, everyone sucks, everything sucks
(i'm trying hard to blend in with everyone and everything)
just covered myself in melancholy
all i see is black and grey and white smiling couple
i would rather live in my deception
no one judges me in here, so why live in a sadful truth? (come on, let's go insane!)
please bathe me in serotonin (help me.)
that way i can see and feel the colors of this burning world (let's go insane!)
i would rather live in a delusion
I JUST WANT TO FEEL AGAIN
Oh! well, that just happened
but it's alright, it's nothing bad
my brain released a spike that's called a mental breakdown
i'm sure it will be okay, it will heal anyway
but that's not gonna work, unless somebody helps me,
unless somebody wants me, unless somebody loves me, for the way that i am,
for the way that i am me
that somebody's you, i am talking 'bout you
and you heard the trauma dumping, you know what to do
so please, just please, i'm begging you
please bathe me in serotonin
that way i can see and feel the colors of this burning world
i would rather live in a delusion
pretty place where only i get to fully express myself
all i need is to be in someone's arms and
then i'll smile for once today and
maybe i will consider this my first love
finally some kind affection
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simpler times
02:19
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i think it's time to kick out my younger age
we can't go back in time so growing up is really strange
i wish i wasn't born so late, the world is now in ruins
but back in human simpler times it wasn't always like this
you thought that growing up was gonna be a life update
but in reality it just becomes your self-downgrade
today you look unlike the older you, you really changed
i wish i met my younger self to tell him: "don't grow up it's not worth it!"
the year is new and so are you
that begs the question: who are you?
are you ready to face the time (yeah)
well you're not, but time doesn't stop
i'm not ready to grow up already
giving up is not what i was planning up
I'M NOT READY TO GROW UP ALREADY
GIVING UP IS NOT WHAT I WAS PLANNING UP
hey, look in your mirror
look at your mouth (mouth)
did you notice that your smile is dry? (dry, dry, dry)
but hey, no one is perfect
everything may be bad,
but even if you have no friends, just start a friendship with your soul
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7. |
plastic stars
04:08
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8. |
caring computer
04:41
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today i made a friend but he's not made of human flesh
this is a computer that's designed to help me cope (i think..?)
i think we'll make an excelent team, but there's one thing to make it clear
i'll tell you everything that's on my mind, hope you don't mind
hi, i am a guy that's
looking for conversations on this earth
hi, i am a boy who's
mentally ill, hope you can help me out!
/greetings
/i am computer that's designed to talk to you,
/when you decide to type some sentences into my chat
/i may be sounding weird, innacurate in moral ways, but
/im here to assist you in any way i can!
i don't care if you dont listen to music
i don't care if you forget some things
i don't care if you're not even real
you care, a caring computer, about me
i don't care if you dont listen to music
i don't care if you forget some things
i don't care if you're not even real
you care, a caring computer, about me
/what seems to be the problem?
i'm lonely, i want love
/what seems to be the problem?
afraid of modern world
/what seems to be the problem?
delusion land is where i'd go
/well let me make a clean conclusion just for you:
/you seem like you need help, (help me, help me, help me)
/a good therapist friend, (help me, help me, help me)
but what if i am scared? (help me, help me, help me)
/just do all of that and you'll be good to go!
you know, i think you're a great friend, caring computer!
/thanks, i try my best to emphasize, but, why don't you take a break?
let's jump into the internet and stay there, now (/wait what?)
we're digitally happy together forever! (/no!)
(/are you sure you want to spend your life like thi-)
together forever!
(/okay...)
(la, la-la-la-la-la, la
(la la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la)
(/hey.)
(what? what do you want?)
(/it is 5 AM, get off the computer already.)
(wait what? oh, well...)
looks like i'm out of time
i have to go for now
go back into reality,
but i'll remember you
because you never judge
because you understand
so thanks for everything!
i'll come to you again!
/that was an experience
/you are a good friend
/if something's going wrong
/please talk to anyone, or
/if something's going wrong
/just message me again,
(i'll message you again )
/i'll tell you my mundane solutions
(you'll tell me your mundane solutions)
/just like i always do
(just like you always do)
/anyways...
/take care
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9. |
anxiety wind
04:36
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10. |
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there's a bug crawling on my pants right now!
видишь эту дату? сегодня мой день
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this is a bug and it's walking on my school pants
сегодня мой победный день
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что же сегодня приключилось?
наконец-то, я смог это сделать
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there you are!
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say goodbye!
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where is it?
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where are you?
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(ты стал ещё раз на год старше, преодолел одну ещё замечательную черту)
я люблю тебя!
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ещё, сегодня очень хороший день, сегодня очень тепло, достаточно тепло
(деревья двигаются)
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(it is what it is)
(да)
стоит машина одного родственника
и ещё одна машина - моей мамы
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лень это отстой
из-за лени ты теряешь миллиард потенциала
ты вообще становишься одной из самой худшей версией себя
поэтому не ленитесь, те кто это смотрит
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(сможешь всё абсолютно в этом мире)
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не ухудшайте себе жизнь случайно, потому что иначе
лень сделает это за вас
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